Today I wanted to cry while working on biostatistics with a
TA.  I’m pretty sure she wanted to cry
too.  I just wasn’t getting it.  However, I didn’t cry and still haven’t.  My plan is to step away from it for a
day.  So tomorrow I won’t waste her time
at the TA session because we both will probably just end up frustrated. 
As I sit here I am wondering why I haven’t cried.  I think it is because I am enjoying this new
experience with all its ups and downs.  Yesterday
my advisor said that I need to aim for a higher
level for my practicum. Meaning I should aim for internships with national
organizations and not just local opportunities. 
I think I am up for the challenge. : / 
The dilemma is that I know I want to work with communities.
I don’t want to be in an office setting 9-5. I want to be building
relationships and collaborating with people to make our communities healthier.
However, it would be beneficial to get other experience especially if I can get
paid something while doing it.  
